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[shittykinaesthetics]

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Shitty Rui Kamishiro aesthetic: i understand that this is just the format of the trope, and also maybe i'm biased due to my own turboautism, but it's crazy to me how many fictional kids are ostracised by their classmates because they do shit like build robots and invent things. if i was 8 and one of my classmates invented a dancing robot i would think they were the coolest person alive

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[somethingmissingthiswaycomes]

So. How's the new layout going?

I'm not using desktop anymore or changed it with an extension

I hate it but I won't stop using desktop or change anything for myself

I either don't have an opinion or think I'll get used to it so it's fine

I kinda like it

I like it a lot

[somethingmissingthiswaycomes]

I think these options are unbiased enough for @staff to accept a blaze if anyone with money wants to give it some reach now that we're going site-wide here.

[somethingmissingthiswaycomes]

Can we get. one million votes

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[tragedynoir]

— introducing 001: COLLEGE POP + [ link ]

a google doc template inspired by high school scrapbooks and fun pastel colours. perfect for bubbly muses and bright personalities! note that this document is image and drawing heavy and will take time to load initially.

the template can be found in the link above or in the post source.

features:

• 4 unique 14" x 8.5" pages with a few short and long sections, and plenty of space for pictures
• a connections/muses page that can be easily duplicated for more
• stickers and washi tapes that can be removed, replaced or added to customise the template to your style
• a stickers pack (made from scratch) with 56 PNGs that you can use to jumpstart the template customisation — see last image for all the stickers inside
• most elements of the template (with the exception of the paper stacks) that are completely customizable
• placeholder images from hyojung (@/candyz_hyojung on instagram) — please change it out to fit your muse!

terms of use:

• you may edit to your heart’s desire. Change the colours, replace, add or remove elements and images etc.
• you may remix pages with pages from my other templates.
• you may not remove the credit from the templates.
• you may not copy, sell or redistribute my templates whether wholesale, in part (i.e. taking out certain pages) or remixed (i.e. modified).

you will also receive an additional guide with images on how to use and edit google doc templates! if you have any problems or issues, feel free to leave an ask or join our discord server.

I am really nervous to be sharing and releasing my first template, I hope you enjoy it!! likes + reblogs are always appreciated. ♡

[[ to me, you are the entire universe ]]

[tragedynoir]

— introducing 002: RETROSPECT + [ link ]

a simple, easy to edit google doc template with nostalgic, retro colours and a layout that plays with purely rectangles through segments that fit like puzzle pieces. minimal images and semi-mobile friendly (requires scrolling for tables).

the template can be found in the link above or in the source code.

features:

• 6 unique 14" x 8.5" pages with plenty of both short and long sections to fit your writing needs, as well as multiple spaces for quotes
• pages that can all be easily duplicated, deleted and rearranged to your liking, with some google doc knowledge
• patterned images used within the document created with this pattern generator that can be removed or replaced according to your preferences
• all other elements that are fully customizable within google docs & google drawings
• placeholder image of simone ashley by iona wolff, taken from harper's bazaar — please replace it to fit your muse!

terms of use:

• you may edit to your heart’s desire. Change the colours, replace, add or remove elements and images etc.
• you may remix pages with pages from my other templates.
• you may not remove the credit from the templates.
• you may not copy, sell or redistribute my templates whether wholesale, in part (i.e. taking out certain pages) or remixed (i.e. modified).

you will also receive an additional guide with images on how to use and edit google doc templates! if you have any problems or issues, feel free to leave an ask or join our discord server.

I'm often trying to make tables look like they aren't tables in google doc templates, so I wanted to try something new with this and lean heavily into the rectangular aspect of tables, trying to see how different pieces can fit together! and I also wanted to go for a colour palette that is outside my comfort zone. I hope you enjoy this, and any likes + reblogs are always appreciated. ♡

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[unforgivable-miracles]

ELYSABETH :: 008

A monochromatic theme with goth and spider aesthetics. The document includes: a general profile, appearance, personality, history, connections and extra information. There is a more detailed personality section and one paged conn but there are three variations. You are able to copy and paste them into different pages. I recommend keeping the length of the text so that it doesn't mess up the formatting.

Keep reading

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[unforgivable-miracles]

HUGH :: 009

A light academia theme. This document includes a general profile, appearance, personality, history, and connections. The connections page can always be copy-pasted and can have multiple pages of it. I recommend keeping the length of the text so that it doesn't mess up the formatting.

Keep reading

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inlookingglass-archived asked:

hello! this is... kind of a silly question tbh. but. what does it *feel like* to be (hyper)empathetic? like are there physical symptoms when you... catch stuff (?) from other people? do sad feelings from seeing someone else cry feel different from feeling sad in general? does it hurt & if so, how? i don't experience empathy at all bc brainwierd but have a couple autistic characters who range between moderately & hyper empathetic and im *constantly* second guessing their reactions to things...

scriptautistic answered:

and this didn’t fit in the last ask but thank you very much for putting the time & effort into this blog !

And thank you for reading!

We’ll be doing an empathy masterpost soon. For now, as a hyperempathetic person, I’ll try to give a brief answer (and fail, because I’m incapable of being brief, apparently).

I am so sensitive to the emotional states of others that it often eclipses my own emotions (and I’m often unable to identify how I actually feel). It can be debilitating, though it can also be very pleasant, depending on the situation. Here are a few examples of real-life implications:

• When I see someone upset, I can’t comfort them. It’s too overwhelming. To even look at them makes me feel overcome with whatever sad emotions I imagine they’re experiencing. (And this is important: I’m not psychic. I am reacting to my *perception* of how they feel - and due to my sensitivity, I know that I tend to overestimate the severity of other peoples’ feelings, which causes me to feel more strongly than I probably should.)
  
• I can’t comprehend teasing, bullying, or any kind of hurting another person intentionally. If I called someone a name I knew would upset them, I would hurt myself even more than I’d hurt them. The idea that someone would feel strong by putting down someone else is completely foreign to me. This also prevents me from understanding why anyone would tease or bully me.
• I can’t watch a sad scene in a film or hear sad music without crying. I can’t talk about my feelings without crying. I can’t talk about anything emotional without crying. This can be very embarrassing. For example, I might be trying to tell the parents of one of my students that they really worked hard that day and I could see how proud they felt about their success– and whoops, I’m crying again. I actually have anxiety about watching films with other people, because there is always at least one moment at the climax of the film where emotional music plays, and–yep, you guessed it. Crying. 
• When I see children playing happily, the world can melt away. When they get excited over some mundane thing in the world, I get excited, too. I turn into an excited little kid all over again.
• I can’t get angry at my students, even if they’re behaving atrociously. If I make them feel bad - well, you get the idea.
• I wind up a very easy target for abusers and have, unfortunately, been in several emotionally abusive relationships. They don’t have to threaten me. I can’t break up with someone, because I’ll hurt them. I’m not afraid of what they’ll do to me - I’m afraid of how bad I’ll make them feel. All they have to threaten me with to control me is “but I’ll be so sad” and I’m defeated. (It takes the support of many friends to get out of a situation like this.)
• I tend to reflect people’s personalities back at them. In a way, I become like the person around me I identify with the most. My accent changes quickly when I’m talking to someone, matching theirs (a problem when I’m teaching English to non-native speakers). My mannerisms change. If I watch a film or read a book, I act like the characters for a while afterwards. My speech patterns, movements, energy levels, even my sense of humor changes to that of the character. This has the advantage of making me a good actor, and of helping me “blend in” and “pass” so people don’t realize I’m autistic (which can be advantageous at times), but it can also be very confusing. It’s easy to lose track of who I actually am.
• I tend to prefer suffering or letting myself be hurt to allowing others to be hurt, because my perception of their pain is actually worse than my own real pain would be.
• Watching horror movies is inconceivable. However, watching inspirational movies fills me with so much ambition that I go a little nuts for a while after, filled with energy and making big plans to change my whole life (which last until the next time I see someone feeling unhappy).
• I sometimes actually feel the physical pain I imagine others are experiencing. This isn’t something my body does, but something my brain does. It perceives physical suffering and then I feel it - or, I feel what I imagine they feel, which is probably much worse than what they actually feel. I can’t tolerate even the slightest amount of gore or violence.

That ought to be more than enough for a start. Again, watch for a masterpost in the near future, where we’ll go into more detail about empathy in autistic people (and include a lot of the excellent feedback we got from all you guys in our informal survey the other day).

-Mod Aira

For me, hyperempathy presents itself quite differently to Mod Aira’s.

I have trouble understanding my emotions in general (this is called alexythymia), and as I like to describe it, i’m a kind of “emotional sponge”. Some also talk of emotional contagion. Which means that when i perceive that someone feels something, I will feel it too, except most of the time I can’t differenciate between my own emotions and those i’ve “caught” from others. So all of a sudden I’ll be feeling very bad and won’t know why, and it’s actually because I think someone around me is in a bad mood.

Seeing someone cry makes me cry. Seeing a sad movie - or any movie with some kind of emotional scene - makes me cry. Feeling something a bit intense makes me cry. I spend half my life crying. I don’t care. I can watch movies with people and they can see me cry.

I don’t feel others’ pain as intensely as Aira does, and I am usually able to take myself out of a bad situation even though i strongly prefer not to hurt anyone. I can see the long-term benefits for me to do so in some situations.

I don’t feel people’s physical pain.

Horror movies are awful to watch but i like it somehow.

I wouldn’t say i feel people’s pain more strongly than my own, it’s about the same or more…vague somehow?

So I think we can say there are several degrees of hyperempathy, and it can feel more or less intense depending on the person.

-Mod Cat

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[vanillacherie]

they are going to make fruit salad 🍎🍐🍊🍒🍑🍉

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[decemberspeech]

i havent yet seen atsv but i adore the spot. he's so cringefail. built like an enderman that hit its 40s. he looks like he'd stutter in the McDonalds drive-thru. definition of pathetic. a poor little meow meow of the highest order. i wanna kiss his stupid face and eat leftovers with him. the physical embodiment of a wet paper bag. bro looks like he doesnt have a library card because he's too shy to ask for one. absolutely soggy. his voice is like that of a sheltered mans first day working at a fast food restaurant. he looks like he makes bad puns then laughs to himself when the silence stretches for 5 awkward, awkward seconds too long. he tastes like dusty peppermint candy that your grandmother has had in a jar for years. the spot is like a birthday party at chuck e. cheese that nobody attends so you're just eating pizza alone while the animatronics sing to a crowd that never showed. i wanna marry him.

[decemberspeech]

hey so i just saw atsv for the first time tonight and all i can say is

holy shit

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[high-quality-tiktoks]

Cut, grind, grind, grind, grind, and polish. That’s pretty much how I make glass and stone sculptures.